Holidays r over ... now what?

Well we had a fantastic holiday and are home now. Not much has changed here. The last couple of days of my holiday I started to think about the fact that up until we left I had my eyes focussed on nothing but getting to the beginning of our holiday. Now it was almost over and I had feeling of great trepidation about what I would find back here and what was my next focal point going to be. To be honest I have no idea. I put so much energy and effort into our holiday and getting my work done that I did not think beyond that.

Now it's over and I feel like I am right back where I started from. The good feelings and warm wishes from her before we left have, as expected, begun to dwindle since our return. I told her today that we were not going to be able to make it out to the lake to clean for her before she goes out on Monday. Seems she didn't like that very much and cut our conversation short, almost hanging up on me. Cie la vie. I owe her nothing and I owe her no explanations. In the meantime I need to enjoy the rest of my wife's vacations as best possible, even if that does not include the lake.

In the meantime I think I go have shower.