Not a proud day.

I learned this morning that mymomzilla is back in the hospital with infection from recent gall bladder surgery and all I could think were unspeakable thoughts. Not out of anger or hatred but out of a desperate need for this to be over, for her to be at peace and me able to live without knowing that she is still just over there and because of who she is and how that effects me I can have nothing to do with her.

Although my life is infinitely better without her this crap is never really over is it?

Crap!